souls-corruption

Seek not heaven, for it does not exist, only hell is real and we brought it upon ourselves, seek not to be saved, for nothing can free us from the pain we have wrought, seek not love or joy, for a broken heart and twisted mind cannot feel such emotions, seek not loves sweet embrace, for something so warm and safe can turn cold and break you, seek not the truth, for our mind cannot take it as fact, seek nothing of this world, for in the end it will be dead and gone, and you will be alone and broken, seek the gentle embrace of the dark, for it can hide your pain for some time, seek the sweet rapture of pain, for it can relieve

I have been sleeping for an eternity, to find one such as you, I awake to this world of death and destruction, finding myself alone, yet at home with the decay and rot, the sweet stench of death filling my nose, and the screams of pain filling my ears with music, the sight of those you love all dying around you, and i stand there in the darkness, a figure of your worst nightmares, with a smile of pure delight on my face, filling your heart with pain, and you mind overwhelmed by fear, seeing you down on your knees in front of me, i feel my hand clutch my blade knowing the end for you is near, and as the tears roll down your face

how can this be, yet i know and feell your love surrounding my body, and at the same time i feel the hate in your eyes, you  hold me in your arms and i feel your sweet embrace, yet your body chills me to my soul and leaves me broken, we spend so much time together and it makes me happy, yet you seem to despise every second of my existence, these feelings confuse me so, yet i stay by your side not knowing what is to come, you tell me i am stupid or feeble minded, yet i tell you that i stay by your side cause all this pain is worth it for you, your eyes widen from my words not knowing what to say, and i look back at you, my body be